I wish I was more then average
Sometimes I wonder why I am there for people who aren’t there for me. Why do I try to help, and then get my hand slapped away, or no hand is there when I need one. It makes my heart hurt to think that maybe I should stop trying to make people happy. Maybe I need to keep to myself and depend on myself in return. Maybe I’m wrong, maybe I should only reach out to those who ask specifically for my help. In the end it’s me who ends up looking silly anyway.
I say this now, but in reality if I see someone struggling I’ll probably try to reach out. I’ll probably try to bring comfort, or at least be there for someone. Annd I’ll probably be pushed away. And I’ll probably never get that touch of human kindness back when I need it.
Maybe I’m not doing anyone any good, and should learn to keep to myself.
10. A Picture That Makes You Laugh
My very best friend and her oddly reflective skin, sun rays just bounce right off. Poor girl says she turns “beige” in the summer :) love her :)
Not sure what I have been feeling lately.. it doesn’t make sense.
and the worst part is, I don’t know who to talk about it with…
4. A Photo That Makes You Happy.
This will be my home while I attend the Florida Institute of Ultrasound, Pensacola Florida :) Follow your dreams and anything can happen.